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I am 36 years old, the mother of 3 teenage boys (15,13, & 13), and I have been with my best friend for the last 21 years (this year) and we have been married for the last 18 yrs. My parents gave me everything that I needed when I was growing up. We weren't rich, by any means, but we were happy.I was raised in a day and age where parents instilled values and morals in their kids. We said yes and no ma'am and we played outside. We didn't have PlayStations', Xbox's, Laptops, Tablets, Cell Phones and so many things to distract us from what is
truly important in life. The television shows were 'wholesome' and you didn't have to put a rating on them. Now we have 16 and pregnant and preacher's daughters, glorifying how wonderful it is to be an underage parent and how it is even greater
yet to disobey your parents, even if they are pastors. I love old country music. It reminds me of my childhood and more importantly, my Mother and Father. My parents have both passed away. My mom has been gone for 5 years this year and my daddy has been gone for 4 years this year. The older I get, and the more time passes since they are gone, the more and more I am reminded of how much I truly miss them and how much I still need them. I have done many things in my life that I am not proud of. I have learned some really hard lessons in my life. One of the hardest ones, I do believe, is that you can't trust people. Just because someone looks you in the eye and calls themselves a 'friend', doesn't by any means make them a 'friend'. Most people are only looking out for #1 and if that means stepping all over any & everyone they meet to do it, that is what they will do. I am a very hard person to get to know. I have trusted way too many of the wrong people. I have been used and taken advantage of, more times than I care to remember. I don't usually take time to get to know anyone new in my life. My theory is that everyone has an agenda. I can't help it, life has taught me the hard way that more times than not, that is true. I try not to be, but I have a side to me that rears it's ugly head more often than I care for it too.. I am a Bitch. I try to keep her under control but most of the time, she gets free anyway. I hurt those that are closest to me. I don't mean too, but once again I guess I figure I have to hurt people before they hurt me first. I am a really good person and I am a work in progress. With each day that passes, I am getting better. That is just a little bit about me...